Gimme More - Britney Spears

Remix

Preaching the mindset of dating someone and marriage

Recently, my friend has been under some turmoil relationship wise (as if I'm not) and her boyfriend commented that he would see someone else if the right person comes along. And since then my friend has been depressive or should I say mood labile and thinking about how her boyfriend does not have any committment sense and all that. And she was going to look for another because he cannot commit.

Personally, I think that is pretty funny because the dating game has long evolutionalized into something ugly along the years. During the years when men dominated the world and women are pure slaves or possessions at men's command, men could do anything they wanted even after they have married, well, a dozen wives. But now, women are catching up and some are even surpassing our dear male sex and this have created new dilemma for our dear women counterparts. They now dread about their relationship and their future where as before, they could just cry before closed doors when they're man is having hot sex with another chick (or stud?) So has anything changed in terms of mindset? Not really. Women likes to blame men for their misfortune. I do admit many a time the men are the causes of family tragedies but if you think deeply about it, wives of those men who go out to 'have fun' are kinda at fault as well because as a partner they could not fulfil their man... (sorry girls... but its true.) So in a sense, it is the women who has not evolved or kept in pace with their men. They have forgotten an important thing about being in a relationship - versatility. The need to be dynamic about the surround changes of your relationship, to accommodate to your spouse's needs. (well, I know sometimes its not possible if you want a 20 yrs old girl when you're already 50...I acknowledge aging is a tragic thing) But still, one should find other means to fulfil each other. Perhaps people should not look forward to an everlasting relationship. It really does not exist. After all the fireworks, its about companionship and, really, a friendship.

I'm not sure if I'm being really offensive to other people but thats what I think.

Mood flucs

My mood has been unstable recently with temper tandrums flying everywhere. Good thing I've been shutting myself at home to avoid burning anyone I care about. But then, aren't freinds suppose to let me bitch and yell and kick and scream all day long when I need them? So ya, I've been feeling like shit for about a week now and its time I get my ass back up. I need to rebuild my confidence and get ready to fight like a soldier. Ya, thats what I'll do. Cooking makes me feel great so last night, I made lasagna. Yum. Maybe in tommorrow I'll bake a cake or something. I've spoken to various people and their entertaining me makes me feel human. Hopefully I can go turbo soon and rock the joint.

Cartoons I like

Lara Fabian - Je t'aime

Lara Fabian - Adagio

Calmness and serenity

Sometimes, life is just a bitch. I've accumulated enough will power to not let it steer me into a direction of darkness and anger. At times, frustration and anger can be overwhelming but I try to live on. I try to let hope give me strength so that it will continue to shine on me always. Its all about calmness and believing in serenity.