Lara Fabian - Adagio

Calmness and serenity

Sometimes, life is just a bitch. I've accumulated enough will power to not let it steer me into a direction of darkness and anger. At times, frustration and anger can be overwhelming but I try to live on. I try to let hope give me strength so that it will continue to shine on me always. Its all about calmness and believing in serenity.

Stop waking me UP!

Um, some biotch on my floor has her alarm on every freakin' morning from 6:30am till who knows when. The damn alarm starts ringing and rings again and again and again for like hours and nobody seems to turn it off. Oh, and there are TWO!!!!! alarms!!!!! What da heck is this? What is the point of having alarm clock(S!!!!) that wakes everyone BUT YOU!? That is just ridiculous and I couldn't take it anymore and decided to post a note asking her nicely to either wake earlier or wake later and not to set the freakin' alarm at an unrealistic time where she would not be waking up! F*CK! Why do women like to be in denial... and others have to suffer for it. Gosh.

Nerdy glasses

I got new nerdy glasses to upgrade my nerdy-ness to make myself more likeable. Ya, some people think its crazy, others think it doesn't fit my look. But whatever, becoz I like it. Makes me more innocent looking though I'm not so innocent (I think). I luv innocense because at the age of 25, it just begins to slip away without you noticing.

Excuses

I hate excuses especially lame ones.

Exhaustion

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

What happens when you're lover forgets your special day? What would you do? Thats all I'm thinking of right now... Meanwhile, I'm selecting candidates to substitute him for the important day.

Laughing

Laughing is usually associated with happiness and silliness. But today, I laughed at a very inappropriate time, ie. during ethics class...

My classmate J who was sitting next to me all of a sudden started doodling on my notes during our meaningful ethical debate. She informed me about something peculiar about our professeur's left sock. It was ripped and with his legs crossed, it was kinda obviously showing with his trouser ends slightly pulled up. Without any particular reason, nor was the information super comical, I cracked up. I couldn't stop laughin for at least 10 minutes. I was so embarrassed but the way from my seat to the door was faraway enough to have stopped me from dashing out the door. Because by trying to escape, I would have made a scene. So I kept laughing intermittently for 10 minutes. Miss J beside me joined in the craziness with me so I was not alone.

This is not the first time something like this happened, I remember a couple of years back we were having our orientation ceremony and the department head was talking on stage and I was in the front row. After her long and meaningless speech, she attempted to step back down to go back to her seat, across from the corridor from me, but she didn't make it - she fell off the 2nd step of the stairs and landed beside, yes, my seat. And I was shocked but suddenly could not help but laugh (well, I was actually trying to not laugh out loud so I had this twitched up smile on my face) because her hair was in a mess and looked like a tornado flewby next to her. I then tried to help her up but she had this mean look on her face. (well, who could help laughin...) And then ever since she's glared at me everytime we come across each other. Trust me, if she fell again, I would laugh again but this time I'd laugh out loud.

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