Mood flucs

My mood has been unstable recently with temper tandrums flying everywhere. Good thing I've been shutting myself at home to avoid burning anyone I care about. But then, aren't freinds suppose to let me bitch and yell and kick and scream all day long when I need them? So ya, I've been feeling like shit for about a week now and its time I get my ass back up. I need to rebuild my confidence and get ready to fight like a soldier. Ya, thats what I'll do. Cooking makes me feel great so last night, I made lasagna. Yum. Maybe in tommorrow I'll bake a cake or something. I've spoken to various people and their entertaining me makes me feel human. Hopefully I can go turbo soon and rock the joint.

Cartoons I like

Lara Fabian - Je t'aime

Lara Fabian - Adagio

Calmness and serenity

Sometimes, life is just a bitch. I've accumulated enough will power to not let it steer me into a direction of darkness and anger. At times, frustration and anger can be overwhelming but I try to live on. I try to let hope give me strength so that it will continue to shine on me always. Its all about calmness and believing in serenity.

Stop waking me UP!

Um, some biotch on my floor has her alarm on every freakin' morning from 6:30am till who knows when. The damn alarm starts ringing and rings again and again and again for like hours and nobody seems to turn it off. Oh, and there are TWO!!!!! alarms!!!!! What da heck is this? What is the point of having alarm clock(S!!!!) that wakes everyone BUT YOU!? That is just ridiculous and I couldn't take it anymore and decided to post a note asking her nicely to either wake earlier or wake later and not to set the freakin' alarm at an unrealistic time where she would not be waking up! F*CK! Why do women like to be in denial... and others have to suffer for it. Gosh.

Nerdy glasses

I got new nerdy glasses to upgrade my nerdy-ness to make myself more likeable. Ya, some people think its crazy, others think it doesn't fit my look. But whatever, becoz I like it. Makes me more innocent looking though I'm not so innocent (I think). I luv innocense because at the age of 25, it just begins to slip away without you noticing.